Do you have a crush?

oh great for you will-V , i myself don't really care for boyfriends and such , probably becuase they are all dumpasses... at least the boys where i live are.

@im_so_80's : what a really smart plan...even if its a bit weird and unconventional xD HEH you know for a bit i thought she really ment she loves you but then i understood it after continuing your post xD .....

Yeah, I was confused a bit also.

@darkcyrstal queen thats super cute have you gotten ur first kiss??? My first kiss i ended up kissing his teeth because i didnt quite know what to do hahaha my then boyfriend hugo backed and raised an eyebrow and i shrugged we went for it again and i got it right that time! We had a bad breakup and it got really complicated so we dont talk at all anymore. im comepltely over him but every time i pass our old make out spot at the movies my heart flutters and i smile. You never forget your first love. We were together for like six or seven months. I've had three serious boyfriends (like offical with the title and all) and about 4 little infactuatios which are guys i have feelings for and messed around with but it never developed or it began feeling arkward. I think that's pretty good for a 16 year old. Anyways getting off topic...

So today guess who was behind me in the lunch line. Alex with that damn old guitar that he used to play me songs on strapped to his back. So i turned and asid hi and we havent spoken in mohts and has asked how ive been and i replied good. Then it was quiet. I tried to resist the urge to throw a bread stick at him like i did before but thats another story. He asked who had lunch with and i said mary my best friend. He really tried to talk and make conversation. A girl behind him i guess thought he was cute and tapped his shoulder asking Do you play guitar? He rolled his eyes and stated DUH! A laughed and when he turned back to me i said harsh. We began talking about the day we met, in the lunch line, and i asked him what instrument do you play and i remember him sweetly saying guitar and asking to have lunch with me and thats where it all began. After we got our food i said ihad to meet mary or she'll wonder where i am. And he said bye and went to meet Mari (his new girlfriend) for lunch. I dont miss him. I dont like him. I am over him. Because im head over heels for the boy with hazel eyes i kept running into last week and i still havent built the courage to talk to him but he smiles at me every now and then and we had that one moment last week so that cant be bad and things are oging in a good direction, right????

Hahaha! Dumped him already! He's a jerk. I have a new crush now. BTW, I didn't make out with him. My sis some way sneaked onto my profile. Anyway, I didn't notice him till a week ago. He's so cute! But his name is odd. I mean, ALONZO? But it fits. XD His last name is Pineda. My friends laugh at it, but I don't really give a damn. But my BFF has a crush on him too! WHAT DO I DO?! I want my first kiss w/ HIM, not anybody else. Humph.

I kinda like this guy named Robert. He a new guy on my swim team. It's kinda funny because he plays guitar... hahaha. and i said i thought guitar boys were overated during the summer. I guess im not completley over guitar boys... oh and today me and dani were walking down the hall and Alex decided to randomly kiss his girlfriend in front of us. WOW. I really dont care. And when i saw during lunch i told him that im over him and i dont care anymore so please can we just ignore eachothers existance! He said whatever and that he moved on too. He left and I think he thinks i still like him. NO! I am over you dude please get off your high horse and cut the ego... Robert on the other hand is not jerkish at all and unlike Alex who wasnt the brightest light bulb, is a really smart and we have the same geometry teacher so i was going to ask for some help. Alex once decided to jump off the roof of his house and see if he landed on his skate board and ended up brekaing his arm. The week beofre i had twisted my foot the wrong way and my arch in my foot dislocated and i had to wear a brace. That was two months before we broke up. Also Robert nicer. Alex was always had a snide remark, now i know im not the nicest person ever (im kinda bully) but when you put two sarcastic sadiestic people together you get chaos. You put a sinde person with a sweet person and you get happiness So robert and i are talking and in swimming we decided to swim in lanes next to eachother. Cant swim in same lane cuz coach doesnt allow boys and girls to share lane so we just swim beside eachother, things are going well and tommorow is another day for me to move another step forwarded.

In math yesterday, me and Alonzo had this big contradiction. He sits behind me, like 2mm (!!!!!) away. We had a sub, so the place was like an asylum!!! Anyway, we were all talking and stuff, and then me and this retard Mason who I get along w/ for some reason started chatting about where Alonzo was. Then, Alonzo came in, as if on cue. Then me and all these dudes sitting by me got into this convo, counting Alonzo. So then somehow we got to the topic of the first problem on our HW, which SO equaled 112 BTW, and then we had to get a calculator and do all these random techniques to review our answer. It was so LOL. We are pals now. I guess I just wanted to be his friend all along. Ah, well... Ya never know. Oh, and now 2 dudes have a crush on ME. Alonzo was doing a hella sick thing lunch Wed. or Thurs. I don't remember. Anyway, if you want to call boys freaking idiots some more, here's proof. So, he stood on this bench, and he yelled something like this: "Hey, girls! Who wants to DATE ME?!" and then this huge MOB formed. So he had to choose between these two, Courtney and Carly. But the thing is they are BFFS!!!! He is in such a pot of hot oil now. Ugh. Oh, and we had 3 mini food fights also. But that's off topic. I know all this from a couple of my friends who went in, just to get some inside info. They're like the reporters of our news office of a school. Christina and Estrella, you would not BELIEVE how much they know about dudes. They're like gossips, and they don't even know it.

LOL! OMG! What is he playing at DCQ? xD But good news on the flirting thing, he's starting to actually show that he likes you Hope he does ask you out in October! But yeah he sounds incredibly complicated o_O He's only young, can he not act like it? xP

well well , DCQ that's amazing ! it seems he is finally giving in =p see , it seems Martyna can't take him away from you even if she tries, but you know, you shouldn't get all upset and leave like that. instead, take a stand !!!! and stay there , like show her you don't care if she is talking to him cause you got him wrapped around your finger =p or something like that....heh . i dunno though...meh anyways, i wish the best for ya xD even if he's so complicated that's just normal....boys are boys .

wow that is such a shame. he's such a jerk i tell you. and i dont even know him xD

well , DCQ a friendly advice from me. someone who makes you cry or breaks your heart is never worth it. just leave him be , if he tries to come back to ya then ignore him . that is best for you . it's good that he was kicked though , i would have really liked to see it

do you know what else. why bother with relationships now ? Concentrate on yourself and enjoy your life ! until you find someone truly devoted to you ( oh wise me ) . that is my advice for you

@dark crystal queen im so sorry but soon im sure you'll find someone new who you deserve.

So it's been a tough month. When school started all seemed well. Like there were so many options and i could finally forget alex and move on. EVERYTHING fell apart. My best friend dani (a girl) had this boyfriend named Kuni. And they were so cute together. Espcially since hes tall and shes short, what was even more cute was that they were different ethnicties. They broke up about a month ago and i thought everything was cool between them but Sonia, the girl Dani hates is now going out with Kuni. Dani called me in tears screaming how life isnt fair and how breaking up with Kuni was a mistake and how she even thinks she may love him. I've never seen her so sad. After that drama my friend Jasmine had this amazing boyfriend, Alec. Their relationship seemed flawless. He bought her a owl necklace (her fave animal) and would write her love letters all the time. He'd even come with us to swim practice for just a few minutes with jasmine. they really liked eachother. Well i have a real good friend named Andy, who i've known since i was 5, and his girlfriend amber, is also one of my good friends, shes also known as being a nortorious flirt. Alec was no exception and she sent him messages Jasmine didnt like and she called me at Kohls telling me the whole story and about how much she hated him. I cant believe they broke up. My friend Laura found someone during all this and broke up with them just as fast. His name is Arthur. And they used to talk ALL THE TIME. always together. So they started going out! yays! i was happy 4 her until only weeks later they broke up. She hated him. Hated him. And he didnt care at all. She told him i love you. Which personally i think is stupid if youve only been together for a month. And he said i dont feel like that. So i hated him for breaking my best friends heart. They were a intresting pair. She was sunday morning and he was friday night. She was good country western and he was rock and roll. She was 1950's and he was 1980's. they were polar opposites but it worked. Well i got transfered out of my geometry class and into Arthur's chemistry. Yippie.... He sits behind me. I pretty much ignored him until he saw my ipod... which he took without permission. and he said damn we have a lot in common. And i was like okay. We started talking about music and movies and tv and we did have a lot in common. we could be the same person. Soon we began doing chemistry projects together. homework, assingments, labs you name it. He became my chemisrty partner. We began walking to class together and he even started saying hi to me at lunch. He is also in swim team, how him and laura met, and i've been swimming forever so of course im in it and i began talking to him before the bus picks us up. We became great friends and through this i've begun to like him. A lot. Laura found out... Now i have this reputation of being a boyfriend stealer and Laura sent me a text yesterday saying "i guess what everyone says is true." it made me cry. I feel heart broken. I cant like him. I wont. I'm moving on and i know he doesnt like me. i know he doesnt because somehow i think he still has feelings for Laura. I cant take that away from either of them. For the first time i feel guilty. When i got home i sent a facebook message to Katylen apolgizing for being with hugo while they were still together resulting in thier brake up and how i was sorry if i hurt her. next i sent a message to mariana which was hard since she blocked me. it said what happened last year with alex was a mistake. it was my fault, im sorry alex broke your heart, he broke mine to so maybe can we bury the hatch. Also if it wasnt for me you probably would have never met nathan. (her current boyfriend)
i havent got replies yet. I lost a good friend because of a dumb boy. I love laura too much to throw it all away over Arthur. Shes in my facebook profile pic and shes my friend. I cant loose her. But i cant just stop feeling for him, it'll take time but for now im here heartbroken....

Boy I switch around crushes a lot... and I used to act like a total bitch on this website so I'm sorry if I offended anyone! I like this kid name Brandon now....

The thing about crushes is most people don't tell the people they have a crush on, at least alot of people I know, personally I've never had a problem with that I've been in a stable relationship for 3 years .